My night at the gym.


Some people go to the gym, but I go to the gym. I go for hours at a time. I mean, if I have to pay for it, I may as well use it like it’s a oven and I’m a baker. Tonight, I tried a body sculpting class. I didn’t really enjoy it, but…

The Updates


As Christmas looms over my head, I feel more and more anxious. I can’t help but worry about not being able to buy gifts. I know that my family says that they don’t want anything but that’s a lie; I know it is. I get my first measly paycheck on the 27th which is good…

The Catch


Food is my most heated frienemy. We dance around enjoying each other, but then we talk behind each others backs as soon as one of us turns away. I know what it means to eat healthy and I do, but sometimes it bites me in the arse. Food and I have a sordid history. For…

The Big Girl Passion


As I was running today, I thought about a lot of things (as I always do). It’s funny that I have such a passion for running. I spent six years in the military and during that time I had to run. I ran often, but I hated it. Admittedly, I rarely ran long distances. I…

Beauty in the Beast


As I have taken up this hobby of blogging, one theme that I have noticed is the theme of beauty. So many people are sitting there talking at what makes people beautiful. How can they be beautiful if they eat what they want, if they cut their arms, if they weigh too much? I think…